Exposed my own photos x:

no la.
just camwhoring with family
lols!

went for lunch during new year with ah ma
cos ah ma long time no go out
with uncle's family too (:































okay enuff.
too many pics
lols.

all in facebook thou
HAHHAHA

Don't be jealous peepo heh



Thanks for the roses and the photo album.
it has been such a surprise and nice ending to 2009~
(:

[add on]

hahahhahaha. it's a guest who went to print all the photos of him and his gf frm ever since they met, till now. and instructed us to bring to the room at 12:10am...
so sweeeeet!

inside in a big photo album filled with pictures and small notes done by the guy
(:

SORRY EVERYONE & HAPPY NEW YEAR

sorry people for neglecting this blog.
so many things has happen in 2009 for me.
you knw what? one of my old friends commented that i've changed, especially towards love and the one i love. they said i wasn't like that before.

i was more optimistic, and i don't give a damn one.
now, things has been such a great deal to me, that it has affect every part of my life, including my fav blogging .

I have thought through alot, especially during countdown.
yea, it takes time to build a future i desire.
maybe it's because of stress and external influences that caused him to make this decision?? he didn't tink properly enuff? didn't think and plan the future far enuff? and in a way created probs for both of us as we both didn't meet for quite long? and of cos, i do have my faults too for being stubborn.

i don't know whether isit fate, or what. but the stubbornness is in both of us. now a year has passed, and it's exactly a year we've met each other. what will future lie for everyone? i don't really know.

But there's smthing i realised.
I'm too influenced by people too.
I should have done what i think is right. sometimes, advices are there to guide me. but because i'm in confusion, i didn't know what to do. so i just pick an advice and carry it out.
all advices are good. just that, i didn't know when to use them. but now, i have sorted out my thinking and know what to aim for.

anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
sorry for the boring sort-out-thinking-session haha.

today, i met a guy on the train.
or rather, he came to approach me.
i alighted at the wrong stop, and happen he alighted at that stop.
so i blur blur walking, he came beside me and smiled..
and he added "Excuse me. you are very well dressed tonight~"
den i shock sia. and i replied "err..ok thanks o.o"
haha!

the thing is, i'm wearing shorts and jacket with spag!
and SLIPPERS!
TYPICAL AUNTIE!
tell me, where got well dress -.-"






well, maybe he tinks i'm cute (shy) HAHAHHAHA!
dunch jealous~ HEE!

but thanks to that guy, that made me realised that there maybe still guys out there who like me LOLOLOL~

thanks for everyone who messaged happy new year to me.
though i didn't receive any merry xmas and happy new year frm him, but, i can't force him to msg me that, right? lol.
Sometimes i think , maybe he has forgotten about me? idk.

but he is really a good nice guy
and very sweet bf.
gave me lots of surprises too
and his only aim is to make me happy
for me to lead a good life, want the best for me, want me to smile and be happy.
I am, and i'm really happy as long as he's there.

There's lots of regrets that i've done but i can't turn time back.
Just hope that this new year, will bring me new surprises or miracles?
Maybe~ haha.

and really thank those friends who tried to include me in their outings and talk to me...thou i'm not really super close with u guys.
Thanks alot~

My resolution for the new year 2010: secret (:
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!~

problems

I seriously don't know what's wrong with my body
now i'm having difficulty walking
my back is too pain
i fear smthing may happen (touchwood)

i gg to see the doc tmr.
it's so pain. at the hip area at the back.
near the spine.

damn freaking pain now.
even when i sit, i can't sit properly.
cos it's pain.
sian.
i can only hope for the best.

My funny encounter with guest on xmas day

[phone rings]

Me: Merry Christmas! Charisse speaking, how may i help you?
Caller: HI MARY! i want to leave a message to xxxx.....etcetc...

[after helping finish]

Me: yes mam! it's done! (:
Caller: THANKS MARY! BYE~

Me: -_-"



I'm mary?!?!?!?!?!

My back got strained.

Maybe i'm not used to standing for so long?
i really don't know

but today at work, my back was super pain.
even now sitting on my chair, i just bend slightly forward
there's this pain, till i wan vomit.
I sit and get up of the chair has also been a problem.

even i can't bend to pick up things on the bed, what more the floor.
i have to squat down, making sure my body is not bend.

had to stick this thingy on my back.
hope this medicated tape works.
if not really have to see doc already.


Love the ba zhang my ah ma make
frm the rice, to the fillings etc
all homemade by her




I love homecook food.
really very nice :D


oh yea, this girl damn cool
ride motorbike (y)
ups for her! ^^
It's rare to see girls riding motorbike
especially it's heavy.




alright
enjoy ur xmas pple (:

Christmas is coming. Got a date?

well, xmas is coming indeed. have you had plans for it? haha.
btw, blogging random things..

rmb the uniqlo sales?
wth la. now totally out of stock
oh wells.
see this queue on the 2nd day
left all L and XL la
:(

now is 1 XL also don't have
w/e lo.


the colour ranges they offer...


saw this cute cup cake thingy
cute right? haha
inside is jam if i'm not wrong.
bought it few weeks back.
of cos eat finish le la. lol.



went to the new mall beside farrer park w my parents and sis
tried out this new sotong or w/e it is.
not bad. but ex. aint gonna buy again -.- not worth.


A photo of me.


My ah ma got make ba zhang.
lol.

Merry Xmas people (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Mummy! you are another year older!
sorry for making you worry! and angry :(

thanks for holding this family up
and loving the person i love too

I love you mummy (:

Hi everyone.

Hihi! I maybe moving !
Time to show the growth of me.
charbearbear has been really a experiential thing for me.
Don't worry i'll still try to blog funny things here.

Just that I will just post all-words-no-pics posts at another blog.
cos i don't wanna flood here.
i know hits are dropping more than half alrdy.
sorry for that.

I'm still trying to get the new blogskin done.
sorry abt that
haven't gt the time to meet mishy.
I promise once i get new skins, better posts will be up.
sorry!

I'm just too tired to bother with...

it has been super tiring for me. I'm jus trying to push myself on.
apparently there has been an arguement going on between some pple.
it's like, that person hates me i tink.
frm what i heard, she told someone that I went to tell my friend to go say her / shoot her. which i didn't.

I'm too busy working plus ddealing with my stuffs
why would i bother abt her when i dont' even talk to her.
but really thanks for those who helped me. i didn't know till i went to his fb to see those comments, and apparently, got a shock.

i heard that when me and him just stead, another friend of his told her that i'm a flirt.
like huh? ._. lols.
then frm then on, she hates me. but i don't even talk to her o.o
whatever. jus to tell u guys, i only love one person. i don't bother with the rest!
if i talk to you, is because i regard you as one of my friends i can talk and joke ard with. don't be mistaken.

anyway, i'm remaining positive thru-out. thanks for all of the support.
I'll just do what I can do, again.
I don't believe little things can beat us down.


recently my back has been quite pain.
i can't even bend properly downwards even 90degrees!
it'll be pain.
maybe it's due to standing alot ba.
esp now that i'm coughing, once i cough, my back hurts
-.-
i shld go buy those stick patches and stick.
maybe it'll be better for me i tink.
not sure.

gonna buy l4d2.
gave up searching and bidding online.
hopefully i can find.
who wants to buy? maybe buy in more quantity can haggle down price?
^^

till then, lyd.